trigger warning: i do not promote eating disorders or self harm. anonymous
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anonymous

"Cherry trees will blossom every year;
But I'll disappear for good,
One of these days."
clean-slates:

Most people don’t like me, but you might?

I would like to die when I am ridiculously happyㅡwhen everything just feels so right. That is the day I will plunge myself out of my shell and into the clouds. 

I want to die happy, so happy I will be.

I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE. 

I do not want to do this anymore. Everything and everyone reminds me of the nothingness that I am and I just want to disappear. Is that too much to ask for?