I would like to die when I am ridiculously happyㅡwhen everything just feels so right. That is the day I will plunge myself out of my shell and into the clouds.
I want to die happy, so happy I will be.
I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE.
I do not want to do this anymore. Everything and everyone reminds me of the nothingness that I am and I just want to disappear. Is that too much to ask for?